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♥ Weekend Time ♥
♥ cherish life. ♥
♥ true friends ♥
♥ Y dragged me to hell ♥
♥ 《机会降临咯！》Opps-tunity !! ♥
♥ TV Drama - Waterboys ♥
♥ A Simple Journey - Tokyo ♥
♥ A Bright Day ♥
♥ Nice Song 大哥 ♥

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Well, wanting to update bloggie with some photos but it seem my photobucket got something wrong.. So for now enjoy this music video ya? =)




Currently i am still sourcing out a nice place to stay for long. This new beautiful condo with great location doesn't seem that nice to live in. Sigh. Too noisy and i got awoke up many a time in the morning. =( Now i have to scream at the agent for refund. *Peng.. which she will with all the SMS proofs i have, need not do anything funny else i am sure you will be rather famous online for the deed you have done! hahaa!! =P


Doing my own online research .... Am glad that i found a nice lady owner whom willing to wait for me home on sunday to do the viewing and through her facebook, i am already in love with the place =X at bt timah area .. abit pricey but will try to discuss with her how to get things worked out =P ((KASEY & JASON!! I gona be quite near you then liao.. haha!!))

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Sunny day ! Ready for moving later in the afternoon! hohoo!! =) lots of things to do.. but am glad that finally i am out. Defiantly better this way and i feels relieved. *Phew ((Perhaps the only sad thing is that i am leaving my Pink/Purple room!!.. sigh. ))

Although it is kinda like weekend for me most of the time but it will be the first weekend i gona spend in my new place !! photos will be reveal when i unpack all my stuffs! hehee..

Tired, now catch a nap first..
Update Soon!

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I met someone MrC whom tell me that he wants to be a cook, and he smokes his days and drinks so much daily to numb his past that he do not wants to face. His ego-ness that he tried to hide his true feelings is seen all by me.

At first i do not know how to tell him how bad (over....) smoking & drinking is effecting him and me.. and knowing him wants to be a cook, i wants him to stay healthy and hopefully regain his sense of TASTE again as he told me he loses some of it.

Knowing that he wishes for his sense of taste again, i try means and ways to help him even at the expenses of sacrificing myself for him.

I am glad he tried to make changes and smoke and drink lesser or at least far from me.. the effort made from him really makes me very happy. But time and time again, we still dispute over this especially after he told me that..


my heart sank ... (( hurt so much )) and i learn from this that i shall NEVER SACRIFICES myself to make anyone changes again ! He must make the changes and i can only be around him, said nothing only support him.. coz when he cannot take the stress (( esp from someone he loves so much )) he will snap !!!! he will !! SO GIRLS, heard that huh !!...

Knowing that i am someone whom once knows a point of me which will causes more than 3 downfalls, i will move one with the best solutions i can ever find. And for someone i idolized so much - MrC.. how could he say that in my face? and if he can really choose to quit it then why let it be a hinder of our r/s, his heath and his career? i really don't understands until i saw the real reason behind..

MEN's Ego!! (( If you dont learn to control your ego, and use it for the better.. i am sorry, i only sees more downfalls to come )) MrC, just do not wants to face the past that hurt him so much that he needs to drink to numb himself so much. I may not have gone through what he has..

But i have my problems as well. And you do not see me drinking my nights away whenever i feels the pain ya? Coz if i do so you would have said that how can i lost control like this !!

(( Guess what ! - you are not preaching what you said again again again again !! THINGS YOU CAN DO AND OTHERS CANT, AND WHEN I POINT IT TO YOU, U JUST SHOVE ME OFF !!! ))

Remember you told me, WHENEVER someone left you, the HURTs you got who will understands?? haha... now i understands why they choose to left you. And these are all the reason about you.. that girls DISGUST !

At least, whenever there is a challenge in life, i will face it and move on totally. Knowing that i have my problems that you will never understand, i felt totally useless when i don't understand why you are so much more bothered by some problems of yours that i don't seem bothered at all. (( if there is 1 word i can use to describe you now.. that is COWARD !!! you dare not face your life, so you have NO STAND to tell others OFF AGAIN !! ))

MrC, you always tells me thats i makes groundless assumptions about you and when you tells me things i will find all sort of excuses to defends myself. BUT ! do you EVER EVER LISTERN ?

Remember when you tell me 忠言逆耳 ((Honest advice may be distasteful to the recipient. )) ? ya i agree and i get heated up sometimes, and when i knows that you say i will defends myself, i remembered! so i learnt to control, learn to hear you out first, think then comment. But inturn, you can't accept and you shove me off just like that. HELLO ! whatelse can i say if you refused to communicate .. (( By the way MrC, communication is 2 WAY! not YOUR WAY !! ))

i tried all methods even till the last day of our date, i have no choice but to conclude after seeking experts help - YOU ARE A COWARD WHOM DONT DARE TO FACE YOUR LIFE.. and GREAT if you may seem.. please learn to REFLECT before telling others OFF again..

Sigh, i wont ask more... i only try to make you happy through little little things in live, in likes .. but my effort to make a happy relationship for you is totally rejected by you..

Remember you said we got nothing in COMMON when others ask why we fall in love ? i am so so so so so upset you know? It is not that we have nothing in common, is you refused to see what we have. Do you remb what our NLP trainer taught us ? - there is always 2 sides to a situation or feelings, we choose it. And you chosen the NEGATIVE one when you always says how great you are. DO YOU KNOW ~ you ain't any better afterall !!!!!

Lastly, you said that we are not about LOVE or NOT, is about SUITABLE or NOT.. And we are NOT.. i would say if you WANTS or NOT.. move on from your PAST, coz she will never come back to you if you never learn to grow out of it... and fooling around / continue hurting other girls' real feelings would end up hurting yourself more...

(( DO YOU KNOW, how much courage does it take for ANY GIRL to accept a marriage proposal and reject it thenafter / divorced you? I may not know the real reason you have done to cause this, but i know... you hurt her alot.. ))




#1 : Yunyun's life is full of colours, when i am down or sad.. i can forget about reflecting it through my clothings! haa.. coz all my colours are like PINK ! PURPLE ! RED ! .. blah blah .. Whenever i open my cupboard, i am forced to pick beautiful colours... so how can i be sad ??? =P

******MrC - you gave me the book SECRET, i believed you read it too.. so don't keep telling me off for being colourful can? i just wants to be happy. And if you keep choosing black/grey only, you are not practicing what you preached again!

#2 : Yunyun's do not wants her life to be affecting others.. Recently, i met with some mishaps, no matter how sad i am or how much i can tears infront of others.. as much as i can tell, i will also not wants my loves one to worry too much too..

******MrC - yunyun knows that you are not the one she can rely on anymore.. coz you do not WISH to learn to handle relationships as you say YOU CHOOSE NOT TO LEARN it.. be it then ! good luck to u..

#3 : Yunyun knows the world still revolves and she is NEVER the worst afterall.. there are so many children and people out there that needs our love and care.. why should we just be bothered over 1 matter for so long ? (Eg, guys? so many out there.. if you really cannot savage that relationship after you tried your best, then why bothered? i tried.. and so? i moved on.. hehee..)


Example 1#
When i told my best friends (brothers & sis as i deem them as) about the incidents sometime back, i have to bring back the hidden memories to tell them, and i tears. But i still managed to laugh it with them when they take the matters to be made into some joke. Some are so serious in explaining the seriousness and some just laugh it off with some jokes....

At that moment, actually i don't understand why are they laughing when i am already so sad? And i realised, sometime.. different perspective will helps you to pull things through!!! Just when you thought people will look down on you or pity you, they ain't bothered by it at all.

You felt cold and alone, but thenafter, their little little actions will tells that they do care. Even better isn't it ? We just have to accept that sometime the matter is just too big for them to offer you the best advise inorder not to show you any pityness. Days after i got a call from Han, he represented everyone to offer accompany for me to make a police report. I am glad, coz he seldom calls.. and when he did, i felt... warm.. =)

Example 2#
I went to work the next day after the incident, and i saw... my professionalism to hide all my problems when i start work. And you will not know how good i am wearing MASK infront of others.. haha! *proud of myself ! ..

MASK Why? coz when back into my hotel room, i cried every single nights away with nightmare for 8 whole days !! Whenever i shut my eyes, i saw the whole images again and again.. And MrC, whom held me in his arms told me, he can not do anything ... coz if he do so i will be worst ... and...

GUESS WHAT !! he scolded me and tells me how can i allow my mind to keep wondering about a past that can't be changed ? (( angry! really angry !! coz he says it out but he DONT PRACTICE WHAT HE PREACHED !!! hate it ... he also not willing to let go his PAST WHAT !!! hmph.. )) Morever, the incident happened just before the trip.. how to forget so fast la !!! =( I already did my best to hide it from everyone during work.. and infront of you after work i also must hide... then what are you to me ??? =( =( =(

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Sometime love is really sad if we missed out the chance to cherish one another.. what if we love but not suitable? this song tells me DUN CARE just SAY UR FEELINGS out !! =)

Do i get the 1 CHANCE ?

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for those whom has been following my bloggie would know that i been watching this drama. And finally, the last espisode is aired.. Just watched it and i cried from starting to ends.. haha! This show has changed my life and impression of guys.. and also changed my belief of searching for THE ONE.. =)

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Sigh.. all because i wants to clear my debt fast. *hehe* well, at least i can clear my past debts first (5 digits hor!! sobx) before indulging in anymore debts! *bleh*

It seem pretty normal to be in debts.. now i am in family & studies only.. few years later gona be? housing? kids? cars? arghh..!!

Sometime i would think why i am not born rich or at least win Toto. But first, i cannot born rich but i can be rich someday (Gambatte!) As for Toto, erm.. i dun buy leh! can someone win liao pass me the $$? waahaa!!

But i am lucky to have slight earning power, so i am forcing a change in my lifestyle. (that's why i try not to be in SIN, coz i tend to spend more when i head out frens & eating nice foods. haha!) Cool to shorten the debts periods to 5mths! From now till end Sept, i gona really tighten my pocket!! (No Shopping / Expensive Foods!! hurhur..)

Gona be home soon but then again be gone soon too =( kinda miss home and all my friends already. Wanna go for my dance/vocal/piano classes too!! Wana go swimming and relax by the beach!! ... then again ... i wish SIN weather can be slightly - cooler... But all these has to wait till after i have enough $$ to clear my debts..

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today is a special day..
fate and strength from god..
coz 2 friends are late for a movie outing..
i went to take a walk at the books stores at PS (TIMES)

came across the religion corner..
and saw a book by Joseph Prince..
Been wanting to go for his church services,
but as i am always not around..
i saw this book instead..

spent sometime reading the synopsis ..
& i decided to buy the book.. =P

THEN ! i received a msg from baby that makes me quite..
hmm.. happy =)

Baby, told me that he misses the day we spend at the cinema
it is so sweet of him.. wana tell him that me too..
misses the first time we watched a movie..
the first time he held my hands..
the first time we share a dessert..
& the first gift he brought for me too..
=)

Baby, calls me his Angel.. that brought him faith..
but i never thought i am that holy enough.. haha!
In fact, i think Baby is my "Guiding Light" now..
coz he secretly brought me into God's Love & Grace..

I would not says that i have decided to devote to God..
but i am at least willing to open my heart to bible studies now..
i am gona read this book..

Baby, u are not gona be far from god anymore..
coz i gona keep the faith of bring u nearer to him..
=P miss u..

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gona be away from SG for another 8 days..
=) love..

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why am i soooooo happy..?

#1: Despite the tireness.. nothing beat than a pat on the shoulder.. and it is great when you have more than 1 pat.. =) well done Yunyun!! you did it once again with professionalism.. getting praised from Japanese ! Singaporean ! Indians ! Eurasian ! American .. etc .. Everything you have done is made worthwhile ya? This bit of tired.. nothing lah! =) No matter how bad your colleagues can be when you are down.. this time, all paid back ya? ;p

#2: Client complimented me after the journey.. with the word "especially" and boss suggested her to write to company on me.. =) i didn't expect nor i think it is worth such an effort.. coz i am just doing my part to love them.. ;P

((( Coz i am single now.. no one to love .. so i loves these people whom i can be with for even a seconds - Eh! doesn't mean i am attached than i am not nice hor.. when attached i am even nicer, coz my world is filled with LOVES!! hahaa..)))

#3: planning a trip out of the world soon.. gona be great & relaxing.. i am sure it will be great =) found a travel mate due to fate and coincident.. its a colleague who i used to click when we rostered to work together 1yr plus back.. cool~! coz when we were rostered 2nd time, i didn't recognised him!!! ((kana knocked head by him at end of the work.. pengz))

Now, i am looking forward to work with him on our next mth schedule.. =) It is great to be looking forward with your life... being with someone u click and do things together / as a companion / no relationship will be involved.. ain't it is great ??

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Meet you at Marina Square Taxi Stand around 4pm.. both of us took a cab from home and slightly late together!.. =) Coincidentally, we dun have to wait for either to arrive =) It is nice to see you again after 2 months. Your busy schedule and mine caused our apart, but somehow meeting you again today didn't make me feels distanced.

Went to have a quick bite before catching the movie - "The unInvited" *haha* I am so blessed not being the one that chosen the movie =P Bleh.. But i would thanks that director for making a little twist in the end ((which baby guessed it RIGHT!)) And thanks for your "watery" arms that you called... that makes me feels safe from the crawling "creature" ? hahaa..

Oh well, we shall watch the "Dragged me to Hell" next time so that you can hear me scream then.. hee.. remember the ear-plug next time huh? i will bring the antiseptic lotion for the scratches on your arms.. haha!

After the show, just as i thought you need to rush to work, you postponed it to slightly later. I do not know why you need to do that, but i am glad that you enjoy being with me at least for today.

Unexpectedly, you just dragged my hands up on a cab and off we went to takashimaya. You asked me if i like tiffany&co., and just as i thought you wants me to help you choose accessories for your friend, you asked the guy to wear the bracelet on my hand. oh my! i really can't believe you getting such an expensive gift for me. -_-""" (( u wont know how happy i am today and PLUS the gift, my heart is so fulfilled.. easily contented.. haha! ))

Thenafter, we went to Central 茶餐厅 "taka branch" for dinner. Thanks for ordering for me coz i really bad at making decision recently.. ((shd i say lazy? or not necessary..haha!)) Anyway, we had cod fillet fish with cheese and baked rice.. yummy! & sharing the beancurd-like & my fave mango-aleo vera brain freezing for dessert !! Sweet.. Found your habit in eating really interesting. You sure know how to make yourself different from others ya? ;)

I am glad to know that you wants to spend more time accompanying me but you have to head for work. ((am already very happy that you postponed your work for me already..)) I totally understands just as i hope you will understand that i have to work too. But rest assured that, the gift you give will be with me all the time.


Baby,

Thank you for the gift and the surprises tonight.

I am really surprised to see you doing things for me. Thank you for making my heart skip a step just when i thought that God is leaving me out from love and care. If you think i am your angel then you must be the devil - the devil that forced my faith of life to a whole new level. Really love your company today.

Have more confident in yourself and i will see the rest to it for you. Don't be afraid to fall, coz mummy will always be here for you. I will build the shelter you need, but it is gona be really slow, so be patience ya.

Love,
Mommy

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